I am an avid follower of all that is Japan related on the Internet but I have yet to write anything about it. I respect all those bloggers out there who can write tons about Japan especially if they do not live there. I would like to take the next few paragraphs to explain how [...]
Continue reading...30. September 2009
I had a very great conversation with my grandfather who believed, despite stress, apathy was the cause of most suicide. I totally agree! The bulk of the world’s nihilists and absurdists are the core demographic for suicide. I am constantly struggling to keep myself out of that group. Not to say that I am anywhere [...]
Continue reading...27. September 2009
I find that sex is a pointless thing yet an essential action to the human psyche. Freud might agree. There is a common urge in everyone for the bodily comforts of sex. Even in the most understanding individual there is a rejection of sex’s irrelevance to everyday life. I wrote to one of my professors [...]
Continue reading...26. September 2009
People are really funny some times. I started this blog to write about people watching and…well…I suppose it still is about that. I talk of the human condition. I write about myself, so that my readers can watch me, and I write about other from the perspective of an outsider. I am an outsider. I sit [...]
Continue reading...21. September 2009
As I learn from life’s women I have compiled a list of things that my ideal female must have. This list is by no means set in stone but it is a guid line that i choose to follow in hope that one day I can get the balls enough to settle. As life is [...]
Continue reading...17. September 2009
To Someone, Hey, how are you? Really? Well let me tell you how you are: -weird but only because you have to be -uninterested in everything I like,including: 50’s things, Japan, movies, being an ass hole, cigars, guitar -a little ignorant and closed-minded I don’t know where to start or where to end. My feelings are generally neutral and that is scary. [...]
Continue reading...26. August 2009
First off…FUCK you (all caps) I really dislike you. I thought it was the circumstances and the influence of others but now I know it is possible. I actually loathe another human being. Being as cynical as I, hating everyone is only natural but I hate you with such a passion that disgusts me. When I [...]
Continue reading...13. August 2009
A man drearily sleep walking sits in front of an empty canvas. Sitting to his right, a collection of smoked cigarettes. In the closet behind him are thousands of old film reels, all meticulously placed in their order of inspiration. On the top there are love films, ones which he revisits often, on the bottom [...]
Continue reading...11. August 2009
sooo…I wrote these words to an old love of mine. She ended up just being a source for art but it is nice to revisit such things, even if only to compare now to then. You can see my uncertainty with the relationship grow through this mess….go now and read Nobody knows the wind that blows [...]
Continue reading...9. August 2009
Many people use metaphors to explain life’s chance; the winding road, the adventure, the etcetera, is called life. I choose to ignore life in terms of a metaphor. Life’s lessons are split between learning its “chance” the easy way or the hard way. Some things must be learned the hard way and other things we [...]
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3. October 2009
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